Motherhood

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The greatest title of all is not King or Queen, but Mother. Almost two years ago I was given the best gift I could ever ask for- the gift of life. I carried life for 9 months and I brought my baby into this world with the blessing of God. If I could, I would do it a million times over. When I first got pregnant I remember feeling scared, anxious, happy, excited, and a million more emotions that I could never put into words. I am honored to have been the vessel to bring my son into this world. God chose me and I am forever in His debt. Being a mom is a constant learning experience- from learning how to change diapers, to finding certain tricks to make him sleep easier. In the beginning, I had to search up everything when I wasn’t sure what to do, and if he got sick I would immediately take him to the doctor. Now, my baby is 1 year and 4 months and I’m calmer and handling everything easier! It’s all a learning experience, but I’m still learning new things every day! It’s such a beautiful journey. For all the mothers out there, come to understand what is important in life and what isn’t. Your child needs you and needs to have the best version of you. I am the best version of myself because of my son, I am his role model. He’s my lifeline and the embodiment of my heart.

My Son

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“You are the embodiment of my heart, I never knew love could flow through every part. You carry a light that only a painter would dream to capture your art. Where do I start? I’ll start by saying every moment of every second I think of you, ever since I laid  my eyes on you, my life changed drastic hues, no matter what happens there is nothing we can’t get through. I hope I will be the only one you turn to, when you get sad i’ll be the one to hand you a tissue. The moment I held that small little body I knew; that every piece of my heart belongs to you. Never forget mommy loves you, our love will always be true.”-J.V.